expose

i like to see people's hearts. it makes mine jump a bit.
feel alive and no longer alone. compassion in many rations, sweetthing.
love really knows no boundaries. we choke and restrict ourselves with silly misguided reasoning.
thinking that what we want is what we need
check your desires then fill them to overflowing
feel good you earthlings, its the point of things.

read this for some human feelings. its memento mori, the short story that memento the movie is based off of. its by jonathan nolan, chris's brother. [clickit]

memento mori by j. nolan

har har

ive been writing stupidly. sincerely forgive me.

im nervous, and i have a right to be.

whats in my teacup/> 

reins

i just cant seem to do the right thing. for myself. and i guess usually in the situation. a to do on what to do.


sour, never ours.
get that smell off of me.
get that warmth away from me.
get that sound out of my head.
ive made my mind up,
now just to figure out how to follow it.

getting violent

rackid

feeling that buzz. just trying to stay in business. im paranoid, and feel like im leaking. what the heck is this?~! haha. things are crazy, wouldnt have them any other way.

groove on the bus. where the hell is the driver?

she made that book. wow.

gibblygook

i dont hang out with my friends sometimes because they are boring.
daemon learned how to watch television today, seems he likes parks and rec. haha. little boogerbastard.

sometimes, i think to myself that im losing some people. but there isnt anything more i can do. am i giving up? essentially. just can't let this hold on me sink me.

the natural side of things

patched up
no longer wrapped up
more in touch
to happiness i rush

makers mark.

sometimes you just get that vibe
that tingle in your spine

oh me oh my
this is that kinda high
got me seeing things right
my man told me we walk into this world alone
for once this ones been shown
truth(s), easily unknown
lifted, some say gifted
and probably twisted
someone to be there?
like fitting a circle in a square
rare, oh contrare if your nerve isnt there
 ruthless, the things they'll do
just to vomit "i love you"
 call me sentimental
 or maybe just mental
 i dont really care, as long as you get the message i sent you.