31 August 2011

dweedle

 but yeah i smoke a lot from kettle to pans to pot i keep my hustle hot

12 August 2011

anyones ghost

im not trying to be anything other than what i consist of.





i want to be here.

ya know, it doesn't get lonely when im by myself
it gets lonely when they get in my head
and bring the dread, the plague of insecurity,
that 'we're too good for thee'
gets my nerve to shake
in desperate need for a break
my minds racing to the moment of fault
cultivating circles of thought
so fast its starting to burn
yep, now i believe it's my turn
its time to resist,
and completely exist
compelled to the notion of being alone
because its the last place that feels like home.

10 August 2011

downtempo


 careful! ill smack my dick in your mouth. had one of those nights where i wish i was a strong black men.
at first, i thought i needed it.

sometimes thats just the shit that plagues me.


thinking rather loudly.

im feeling easier today.
i conclude that i dont know how to abide by the rules
the games these people play, has never been my way
fundamentally is how i choose to live each day
and thats my cusp of warmth that keeps me pulling forward
today i fellt the move along
today i felt my heart beat strong




06 August 2011

sugaaa

its that pretty face that wont let me leave. baby, dont make any fast moves today
that would imply that i was okay with you being leader of the way
weigh out our options feel the seasons rationing out

i aint doing no more interviews. you should understand that i blow it out the atmosphere.

 im probably too warm to handle

[cLick] panaromic.paris

cold and alone. my hope isnt gone, thats why i keep holding on.

in search of that warm crook, where the despair is rare
erased, then retraced

05 August 2011

y raunch

sometimes, i just want to hear it a certain way. make them knees shake and give my mind a break.


01 August 2011

mommaaa

i miss you. i do.


mothers are vital. nurishing. inspiring. tiring. needed.

sometimes words arent enough to express how tough its been without you.
sometimes your voice just isnt enough
i reach for your touch
and at night, sometimes the pain is too much.
because of you i use a crutch