spins

spinning so fast, might fall off. they surely are falling around me. tears in the fabric that makes things faulty, yet shed light on the matter. whatever it is. im growing to understand it. embrace it. live in it. sometimes i want him, yet i always need to not want him. my rollercoaster is getting faster and stopping at the same time. damn, how'd i get it this way?  when i'm around you i feel like i have everything to gain. breaking with you delivers the ache. i'm not sure how much more i can take. when it caves in, whose face relieves the pain?
but at the end of the line, the finish of the rhyme, i know i'm alright. im tougher than this fight. or maybe even a plight, because its perceptions that tangle things.

 

be with me&breathe easy