where is my mind...
ive been off lately. i need to stop wanting and do more attaining. haha, one without the other is only feasible in that order. i know that if i keep up with this, i will run myself into a dark place. some say you have to hit bottom before you can do anything, im an exception, i will not be forced to make it to the bottom because at this moment i know whats wrong: me. im too invested in seeing how strong i am to take care of my heart.
hustle hustle hustle [grindgrindgrind] stick to my roots and acquire gems that refuse to let you hit that spot, usually inanimate ones.
i cant get enough of her, while i am sick of him. creeping into my views of others. im losing my mind, hopefully i'll get it together in time.
in search of that face that looks for my smile. until then, i'll drown myself in these glorious oils. even if i have to burn the house down to get em.
