26 September 2011

baby, youre a perfect 10



dwindling on the realization of infatuation 
sometimes you just have to push. otherwise stagnation will settle in, eating your core and rotting your soul. you must maintain while still attaining. that drive within ignites an eternal flame, so that when i look at you, i get weak in the knees. because in your eyes i see no failure. spinning thoughts of we, only seem to occur to me. full of uncertainty, and then i get weak at the knees. losing a hold of things because you've been plaguing my dreams. sleeps wrapped in your essence, you become my nightly present. reality injected, i start getting vexed and wish you a slow death because i cant catch my breath when you insist there's nothing next. but then you touch me there with fire in your glare and i get weak at the knees. your my boy, and im your toy. choked, my throat wants to whisper 'please, let me leave' my lips cant move or my tears will be seized. turn up the melodies to see things clearly,  repetition recycles &  repeats
'let it be...'






 Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success achieved.
h.keller



anywhoo, great weekend.*



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31 August 2011

dweedle

 but yeah i smoke a lot from kettle to pans to pot i keep my hustle hot

12 August 2011

anyones ghost

im not trying to be anything other than what i consist of.





i want to be here.

ya know, it doesn't get lonely when im by myself
it gets lonely when they get in my head
and bring the dread, the plague of insecurity,
that 'we're too good for thee'
gets my nerve to shake
in desperate need for a break
my minds racing to the moment of fault
cultivating circles of thought
so fast its starting to burn
yep, now i believe it's my turn
its time to resist,
and completely exist
compelled to the notion of being alone
because its the last place that feels like home.

10 August 2011

downtempo


 careful! ill smack my dick in your mouth. had one of those nights where i wish i was a strong black men.
at first, i thought i needed it.

sometimes thats just the shit that plagues me.


thinking rather loudly.

im feeling easier today.
i conclude that i dont know how to abide by the rules
the games these people play, has never been my way
fundamentally is how i choose to live each day
and thats my cusp of warmth that keeps me pulling forward
today i fellt the move along
today i felt my heart beat strong




06 August 2011

sugaaa

its that pretty face that wont let me leave. baby, dont make any fast moves today
that would imply that i was okay with you being leader of the way
weigh out our options feel the seasons rationing out

i aint doing no more interviews. you should understand that i blow it out the atmosphere.

 im probably too warm to handle

[cLick] panaromic.paris

cold and alone. my hope isnt gone, thats why i keep holding on.

in search of that warm crook, where the despair is rare
erased, then retraced