hearken examplar

chicks got style.

sweet, M.I.A. has one interesting history. her father is an engineer and activist from sri lanka, he started his own activist group against the sri lankan gov't in the 80's. he was so devoted to this that he hid from his kids and would visit them as their 'uncle' whenever he could, meanwhile mia was in the local school that would sporadically be shot up by the sri gov't. when her mother and siblings moved to london because the sri lanka civil war was getting too out of hand, her father stayed there to finish what he started, he ended  up becoming a mediator between fighting parties.oh, did i mention her mother is the British royal families commissioned seamstress?



with that background, her individuality has definite reason to be. expand on what makes ya YOU, stop replicating others composition of self. originality is key in keeping it right.

trial and error.

too much time spent seeing how tough i am. i guess i should give myself a break.

these hands can juggle well,

mhmm, you taste good.

if you speak what you feel then they will know. speak to yourself more, figure things out.

there is too much time wasted on the trivial, dwindling away the precious sand that can be used to do what you want. put a smile on that face baby, you deserve it.

simplicity.

is easy to spot. turns out things need a new purpose. gotta flip them around, so i don't sit and wither. thought i learned something, turns out i was just learning something. can't get mad at the lesson, you're the one who showed up for it.

so while i sit here, happy with myself for all of my good choices, my mind stays blank and my heart cold.

viva me.

 be careful not to get addicted to the numb.

i found it out.

realizing things, im going to grow okay with it. i have to.

baby, youre a perfect 10

dwindling on the realization of infatuation 

sometimes you just have to push. otherwise stagnation will settle in, eating your core and rotting your soul. you must maintain while still attaining. that drive within ignites an eternal flame, so that when i look at you, i get weak in the knees. because in your eyes i see no failure. spinning thoughts of we, only seem to occur to me. full of uncertainty, and then i get weak at the knees. losing a hold of things because you've been plaguing my dreams. sleeps wrapped in your essence, you become my nightly present. reality injected, i start getting vexed and wish you a slow death because i cant catch my breath when you insist there's nothing next. but then you touch me there with fire in your glare and i get weak at the knees. your my boy, and im your toy. choked, my throat wants to whisper 'please, let me leave' my lips cant move or my tears will be seized. turn up the melodies to see things clearly,  repetition recycles &  repeats

'let it be...'

 Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success achieved.

h.keller

anywhoo, great weekend.*

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dweedle

 but yeah i smoke a lot from kettle to pans to pot i keep my hustle hot